Week #2 of my commitment to blog once a week and I’ve already learned a few things about myself:

1. I procrastinate work much better with a deadline.  I’ve had all week to write a post to put up today and here I am on Wednesday afternoon, finally doing it.  You might think, “Hey, at least it isn’t Wednesday night.”  which is what I would be telling myself if I didn’t know what my afternoon/evening entailed and knew that this was the last possible moment I could write a post without staying up until all hours of the night.
2. I tend to have a hard time focusing.  I sat down to write and all of the sudden I HAD to empty the garbage.  I’ve stuffed stuff into the full garbage can all morning but it wasn’t until that second that I simply couldn’t do anything else until the garbage was emptied.  Now that the garbage is emptied there is a messy desk calling my name.
3. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have anything to say.  Even when I have a lot of thoughts on my mind, it’s hard for me to feel like anyone cares.  I kind of suck at social media for that reason too.  I look at Facebook and instagram all the time but rarely post anything on there.  I’m interested in what others are doing but I feel like people aren’t that interested in me.  Not in a “no one likes me, I have no friends” way but just in a “my life isn’t that interesting” way.
4. I could clean my house all day everyday and it still would never be clean.  Yes, I know this has nothing to do with blogging but it’s just something I realized again today.  So, I’ve almost given up cleaning it at all.  If it’s never going to be clean than what’s the point right?
5. I’m glad that only 2 people read this blog and they’re both my sisters.  Now I can post boring posts like this and not worry.