Week #2 of my commitment to blog once a week and I’ve already learned a few things about myself:
procrastinatework much better with a deadline. I’ve had all week to write a post to put up today and here I am on Wednesday afternoon, finally doing it. You might think, “Hey, at least it isn’t Wednesday night.” which is what I would be telling myself if I didn’t know what my afternoon/evening entailed and knew that this was the last possible moment I could write a post without staying up until all hours of the night.
- I tend to have a hard time focusing. I sat down to write and all of the sudden I HAD to empty the garbage. I’ve stuffed stuff into the full garbage can all morning but it wasn’t until that second that I simply couldn’t do anything else until the garbage was emptied. Now that the garbage is emptied there is a messy desk calling my name.
- Sometimes I feel like I don’t have anything to say. Even when I have a lot of thoughts on my mind, it’s hard for me to feel like anyone cares. I kind of suck at social media for that reason too. I look at Facebook and instagram all the time but rarely post anything on there. I’m interested in what others are doing but I feel like people aren’t that interested in me. Not in a “no one likes me, I have no friends” way but just in a “my life isn’t that interesting” way.
- I could clean my house all day everyday and it still would never be clean. Yes, I know this has nothing to do with blogging but it’s just something I realized again today. So, I’ve almost given up cleaning it at all. If it’s never going to be clean than what’s the point right?
- I’m glad that only 2 people read this blog and they’re both my sisters. Now I can post boring posts like this and not worry.